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soo omg WOWWW. my mom got the job in caneda!
were goin to travel their and look at it, but we wouldnt be actualy moving there for a couple yrs
im quit excited <3
xoxo
but i've been fasting for 13 minutes !
who wants to join me ?
xoxo
xoxo
i started at 10pm last nite so
12 more hours to go!
2 bananes (220cal)
1/2c maple syrup (150cal)
vannila soymi;k (170cal)
peanut butter (90cal)
total: 630 calories
how the fuck could anyone fit 630cal in a milshake? omg omg im such a fatas wtf
v8 (50cal)
salsa (10cal)
soyumilk(240cal)
totl: 580 cal
fuck. FUCKK. i was gong to start the abc today ! but even though i ahve ballet my, which will burn some, my paernts are making me go out to diner at a local bitsro which is rly unhealthy :( wow i am a failure !!
Day 2: 500 calories (or less)
3: 300 calories
4: 400 calories
5: 100 calories
8: 400 calories
6: 200 calories
7: 300 calories
9: 500 calories
10: Fast
11: 150 calories
12: 200 calories
13: 400 calories
14: 350 calories
15: 250 calories
16: 200 calories
17: Fast
18: 200 calories
19: 100 calories
20: Fast
21: 300 calories
22: 250 calories
23: 200 calories
24: 150 calories
25: 100 calories
26: 50 calories
27: 100 calories
28: 200 calories
29: 200 calories
30: 300 calories
31: 800 calories
32: Fast
33: 250 calories
34: 350 calories
35: 450 calories
36: Fast
37: 500 calories
38: 450 calories
39: 400 calories
40: 350 calories
41: 300 calories
42: 250 calories
43: 200 calories
44: 200 calories
45: 250 calories
46: 200 calories
47: 300 calories
48: 200 calories
49: 150 calories
50: Fast
i posted it hear to rimember it lol
im so excited! <33
xoxo
soo tpday i had --
madeline cookies (160cal)
greek yogurt (75cl)
omg, wow, that greek yougrt is the best....its so filling nd its fatfree...also do u think my typing is getting better"? im taking a keyboarding coarse lol
stay strong lovelies
xoxo
as 1 of u knos, i use a libary comp. and i acidentialy used sumone else's account unce. it turns out she was in my ballet companie, and that bitch ended up hacking my account and posteng something fake
did shi coment any of u? omg if she did i am so so sorry i fking hater her i meen taht was just uncalled for
please send her h8 mail
im rly sorry this happened
xoxo
tomorow im goin to gte to see my friends & this boyy . . .
he's realy cute nd wears specticles. hes lovely but in an odd sort of way <3
i want to be skinny for him, i rly do
good nite everyone, hope u sleep well <33
xoxo
so far today ive only had diet pepsi and water !
and i ahve ballet too; i'm so Excited!
wish me luck everyone !!!
xoxox
edit: omg sumone fucking shoot me. i am such a FATASS, i lte all of you down. im am a compelte fcking failure. i ate a bowl of mushroms and cucombers with hummus . . im crying now omg guys i am so so sorry i let u down ={
heyy girls i just changed my page around and changed my mood theme. . . what do you think !
black beans and rice (320cal)
so thats 640cal in total . . . omfg wow im such a fatass
soo lovely i just found the best trick ever . . . if you have really bad hunger pains Or feel like you want to bing, go get some kimchee (sp?). it's about 25cal for 2 tablespoons, which is a lot. . . It's korean picked cabbage with scallions and stuf fin it, which sounds gross, but its rly good. but it also completly gets rid of hunger pains, like, wow. and its spicy so you dont wanr food anymore . . . plus i Think spicy food raise your metabolism?>
i tried posting this to
think thin dolls =)
xox
intake~
brownie (120cal): uggh my friend forced me to eat it !!
pretzels (200cal)
total: 320 cal
how is everyones day going? i'm well i suppose, i dont get to go to ballet today tho so i;m worried about all those calores, wow :( will post some thinspo soon!edit: thinspo!
xoxo
calories for today:
garlic bread (240cal)
tomato (25cal)
maple sugar oatmeal (150cal)
total: 415cal
stay strong girlies
xx
today i ate --
black rice pudding (600cal)
ugh i feel so fat . . . i've been trying to purge but i just can't do it. idk why.
last ballet performance is today. this perfect skinny girl has the lead role and everytime i look at her i want to die
xoxo
